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The Crisis Is Here
Part 1: The Crisis is Upon Us I’m at Harvard for a conference called “Human Transformation in a Time of Crisis.” The crisis feels far...
Jun 8, 202510 min read


Widen the Net of the Flesh
Note: This is an essay originally sent to subscribers on my mailing list, where I send essays every 1-2 months. If you would like to...
Aug 26, 202312 min read


On bodies, souls, and indigenous ontologies
Note: this is not a full essay, but a segment taken from a longer piece sent to subscribers. If you want to receive essays in your inbox...
Aug 7, 20237 min read


Great are the Multitudes
Note: This is an essay originally sent to subscribers on my mailing list, where I send essays every 1-2 months. If you would like to...
Jun 28, 202314 min read


Nowhere But Here
There is no ideal life. There is only the life that you have chosen freely. Sometimes, a line arrives fully formed in my life, like a...
Jan 14, 202312 min read


What is a god?
Note: This post consists of a few excerpts from Ousia, a book that I am currently writing. These sections are not finished, but I felt...
Oct 14, 20227 min read


Productivity Without Effort
So if satisfaction is what productivity seeks and satisfaction is possible only in death, then the secret of productivity is to die.
May 112 min read


Ep. 19: What is Love?
Listen to this episode on Spotify here , or Apple Podcasts here. On leaving the LDS Church, love as liberation, the dissolution of time and selfhood. Key points in this speaking: Love acts as a mediator between the inside world and the outside world until that inside-outside distinction collapses. Every spiritual truth can be distorted by the ego. Oneness distorted can look like consumption of boundaries. But fusion with the lover is seen as strange and unnecessary when you r
Feb 163 min read


The Crisis Is Here
Part 1: The Crisis is Upon Us I’m at Harvard for a conference called “Human Transformation in a Time of Crisis.” The crisis feels far...
Jun 8, 202510 min read


Ep. 18: On Creativity and Mary Oliver's "Wild Geese"
Listen to this episode on Spotify here , or Apple Podcasts here . "And when we allow ourselves to be consumed by time, by light, by darkn...
Jun 2, 20251 min read
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